I keep feeling insecure and thus making me think of every single tiny detail(In short I am petty,I hold grudges,I feel unloved nvr felt safe,I'm always suspicious,I nvr feel TRULY HAPPY and I'm always trying to fill that empty hole in my heart When will I learn that it is just me and not others Maybe what happen in Pri sch caused this(I dun know) when will my life turn around when will I be TRULY HAPPY..........sigh..... LIFE SUCKS!!! oh well thats life for u well thanks for reading and have a nice day AND REMEMBER TO SMILE(here I am again NOT practicing what I preach.....)